Fighting with Fear! (maybe with Action)

Away in the Sahara, fighting the torment of the gritty sand blast whipped up by a freak storm. Can't believe it only lasted two minutes, seemed like an eternity. I know now the pain the British museums walls must of gone through to get it's face lift. I feel like a new man, as if 20 years could be erased as simply as stepping into sand storm.. I think not... I'm still the same guy albeit blinking a lot more vigorously. Bloody grit still there, scratching my lense. blurred vision, wish it was the drink. Maybe age creeping up... FEAR... this is what scares me the most, thinking of the years dissappearing into oblivion, never to be viewed again.

The same bloody questions fill my head every day at some point or another. What to do next ? What do I want from life? where is my passion?

Twenty One years have passed since I became a capitalist. It all happened after reading an American popular psychology book, about being careful what you set your mind on, because you will likely get it. By God, I've found it to be one of the truest things. The trouble is how do you keep your mind off the opposite SEX, it plagues me as much as what do I do next with Life..

I read a great quote by Richard Bandler in his latest book. stop thinking about what you want to do with rest of your life, why not think about what you want to do tommorrow. what an awesome question to add to your itenery of questions What do you want to do tommorrow.. This can create such a paradigm shift in your mental state if you just take one great day at a time.

I know most of you will be thinking can't think about that, got work, got to pay the bills somehow or some equally as paralysing excuse to keep you from what you want(just think of the excuses as your minds way of testing you resolve and desire). but what if you imagined for just a minute that you had enough money and time to do what you want to do. what would it be come on stop reading and just go grab yourself a drink and have some self fantasy time..

What would you do tommorrow, if you had nothing and no one standing in your way..

Out for now

fear is just a four letter word like F**K

Live
Love
&
Learn!
yours passionately

Richard Saupe
Just A life Repairman